skye + ward | the lovers that went wrong {ft. fitzsimmons}
HAPPY BELATED (bcs im a procrastinating lazy ass) BIRTHDAY, DESSIE! ladykestrel
That is one of the songs that i veeeeeery strongly associate with both SW and FS soo, here it is. Plus, i’m always a slut for angst obviously
Please tell me what you all think!
xxEm
TW: Flashing images
have you ever tasted pouring
rain
anything at all, besides cold and bitter tears?
have you ever prayed so hard for a storm
inside
that the need breaks you into
a thousand
gray
clouds
(hundreds and hundreds of pieces of
dirt
and sins)
do you know how many
deafening thunders are that?
how many cries of help and fear
get lost in them?
do you know the feeling when
you are beneath them
all at once
inside them,
with them
yelling at
no one
can save
you
i’m sorry
i am
i
no longer
hear my voice
above the water
there is no forgiveness
no life
without breathing
there isn't
a chance
for rain
to love
the sun
destroys
and kisses
all at once;
do you know the sound
of the ocean calling your name
"the
end
is near"
it sings
the waves wash away the pain
and your name
and if i could
i wouldn’t dare
to take a breath of
fresh air
if it meant
that you too
would drown
no more
rain
anything at all, besides cold and bitter tears?
have you ever prayed so hard for a storm
inside
that the need breaks you into
a thousand
gray
clouds
(hundreds and hundreds of pieces of
dirt
and sins)
do you know how many
deafening thunders are that?
how many cries of help and fear
get lost in them?
do you know the feeling when
you are beneath them
all at once
inside them,
with them
yelling at
no one
can save
you
i’m sorry
i am
i
no longer
hear my voice
above the water
there is no forgiveness
no life
without breathing
there isn't
a chance
for rain
to love
the sun
destroys
and kisses
all at once;
do you know the sound
of the ocean calling your name
"the
end
is near"
it sings
the waves wash away the pain
and your name
and if i could
i wouldn’t dare
to take a breath of
fresh air
if it meant
that you too
would drown
no more
“stay with me, let’s just breathe”, a fitzsimmons fanmix (x)
smoaksolicitys
msdevindanielle
ladykestrel
nine days
of echoes in my ears
water rushes in
nine whole days
“what if”-s and “if only”-s
a deafening scream
nine
louder than silence
“what if you don’t make it?”
“if only you do”
nine
(bloody)
days
(i miss you)
(come back)
“please let me show you”
“you’re more than that”
nine
“what if i’d told you”
“if only i had”
nine
in the arms of the ocean
breathing for two
nine
i can’t go in anymore
even ankle-deep
nine
because the arms of the ocean
stole you from me
nine
we’re both suffocating
i’m afraid to swim again
–
a lifeless f a c e that you’ll soon forget
for msdevindanielle because I wouldn’t love Fitzsimmons the way I do without her